.Thursday, November 04, 2004 ' 12:15 AM Y
yesterdae was choral nite! hav been waiting sooooo long for todae's arrival to get this stupid and tedious thing over and done with....
woke up super earli...6..den reach school at 7..den wait and wait.while putting on make up...bleah..jus great for coming so earli..put on make up first..den the rest who came late..get informed by mrs lau tt they dun hav to put on..grgh...so go erase off everything..den mrs lau came..den do some warm up..haix..den go audi..rehearsal!..was super scared backstage..cos of the teachers watching...90% of my fear come from mr gary tang..for scolding us and nagging and nagging if we did sumthing wrongly...and 10% of the fear from the teachers who will decide whether to cancel our show or not..haix..so we were super scared..waiting anxiously for our turn to be over without being scolded and all..so its second show...211 realli had a long long show tt we paniced and paniced..haix..finally over le..so jus cong1 on stage..den blah blah..act..ours so boring de larh..wad to do..sec 1 shows are boring...sec 2s nicer...can make their own story and they hav freedom..ours all decided by the teacher..fine..so its over..mr gary tang was like emotionless..bleah..dunno wad he think of our show..den finish..bowwwwwwww...stupid bowing hav to do over and over again..abt 5 times i guess..hullo..like wad do u expect..the stage is soooo big...the stage is dark..we hav so mani props...and we hav to clear them and run for our lives within 3 pathetic seconds?...our props some oso so small summore..how to find in the dark??...haix..aniwae..at least he nvr sae anithing abt our performance..so we rotted away in the audi..watched the other classes perform...and perform..and perform...den chinese..i feel so stupid acting out the chinese one...its like..so embarrassing..noone is interested in the topic we r doing on lorhz..not even me...at least after tt dae its over le..so act larhz..dunno y mr gary tang like happy with our performance..and i hate it..i dunno y..but i hate last nite's performance more than our usual practice although we did the same thing..think cos we c the other classes sooo pro..the sec 2 classes...so finish le..realised that there are sooo mani biased teachers in the school..even the one whom i expected not to b biase oso overly biase..keep on praising one particular class over and over again and sae tt tt class is her "zui4 ai4"..bleah..actuali tt classs is not the best in performing wad..den the teacher still like them so much..dunnno larh..haix..den at around 12++ can go home le..but we stay larhz.mrs lau wan us to do one more time..so we waited for 207..den its our turn..jus anihow do once den can le..den go home...ate..den slept for a while..den ate super light "dinner" at 4...and off i go to school..reached at 5..alot of ppl late..tsk tsk..nobodi come and check aniwae...so now reali put on make up..didnt noe tt there is the changing room in our school...summore like to audi from the third floor..and the changing rooms hav the light at the mirror summore..coool..so put on make up..realised mine looks horrible..too red..hahax..bleah..so borrowed from yxy..gliterry de...hahax..so dun care..try to make it as light as possible..until rite before the performance..think cannot b seen..hahax..so practiced once and we go audi..start le..bleah...wasnt realli scared larh..cos mr gary tang cannot scold us or anithing during the show rite...hahax..so anihow acted..and..ahem..the show is supposed to be..deadly...and y are the audience laughing all the wae..its not funni..den we were like huh?..not suposed to laugh we almost laughed lorh..cos of the audience..arghhh...but i sumhow managed to control...dunno how...den finish..YAY..one down..one more to go...so we went bac changing room..everyone ran away to watch at audi..den we play and play in the changing room..alot of ppl get roses from their "boyfrens" arh?..hahax..jingwei is jealous...but comforted her tt after the show..ppl will start calling her no...hahax..her phone no is part of the show marhz..hahax...wait till her phone bill shoot up so high this month...den sabrina and jiaying visited me..thankew for ur support..im so touched..aww..bleah...den jacqueline..gav me sweets..thankew..and who gav me chocolates arh...i dunno..isit jacqueline too?..aniwae thankew everyone...hehex..everyone was jealous too..hahax...so chinese..no mood le larh..so jus went lorh..anihow do...so OVER..yay..over..hahax..den went bac up changing room..haix..tingyun cried..haix haix haix..earlier on hoxy cried..haix..why muz everyone cry...wads over is over le larhz..jus stop thinking abt it...everyone makes mistakes aniwae..some more obvoius than others..for eng..oli fell on the stage...realli so scari lorhz..but at least not tt obvious..cos she was supposed to act as late..den fall due to running oso can rite? can rite?...but the audience were like saeing ouch..but aniwae..mrs lau said tt it was gd..as in the whole performance..so dunno...ok..come bac...so after everything everyone ran away to watch..c larhz u all so bad..leaving the few of us behind to clear the room...couldnt find broom at first..so desperate..used toilet paper to clear everything..v slow..so i dun care le..went first floor..cos remembered that the runners kept on droppin the broom when we were there..so borrowed..yeah...much faster..den the plastic bag containing rubbish broke..bleah..got soya milk summore..who drank soya milk in the room?..pls surrender urself..so sumhow...we cleared everything...den went down to watch..207 realli pro lorhz..although its a long long show..realli graspe the audiences' attention..so we rushed bac up..take our stuff..den go debrief..den they inspect the room..ours was clean larh..den sae tt our corridor is dirty..haix..dey didnt sae tt we need to clean the corridor rite?..aniwae we didnt hav much time..but they still tell us go clean..a while onli larhz..think they sae its clean alreadi..when they havnt do anithing..tts wad i heard..i dunno...so debrief..oh yeah..and thankew choonmin for the flower..so mani ppl to thank..hehex..den went home..fran's mother sent me home..reached at 10.40..wasnt tired..dunno why..was starving when i reach home..but so late le..dun bother eating..so jus went to bed..couldnt sleep..den todae oso wake up so earli...too used to sleeping late and waking up earli le bah..yay..nxt yr sec 2 le..our choral nite will b more fun..and difficult..hahax..okie..tts all...buhbye!
