.Saturday, February 26, 2005 ' 1:04 PM Y
as promised.. im blogging.. haha.. there's actually nothin much to talk about lorh.. except band and band and band plus syf and more syf.. 5 more weeks.. guess our band is gone-case... at first have been thinking that we will get silver.. if work harder can get a gold.. but gold with honours is quite impossible larh.. but after listening to the recording 2 years ago de syf.. changed to bronze le... haiyah.. im jus so pissed with myself!!.. i think im the one who is dragging the band back.. hindering the band from achieving gold.. really as in seriously.. actually i think sec 2s shouldnt play lorh.. its like we are not even up to standard.. but if we dun play den the sound v little.. but if we play we also ruin the whole song.... gone case le...
somemore now the marching recording also rejected.. to me larh.. even the first step of syf failed lorh.. its like cant continue animore.. im using such a depressing tone.. arh... cos im depressed.. ok.. try to make it sound better.. our band sound really terrible lorh.. especially MY intonation.. everything is out of tune.. my tone is so shaky.. soft i also play quite loud.. loud i play quite soft.. im just hopeless.... have been thinking whether i should transfer cca.. but like v unfair to the rest lorh.. they already try to help me improve den in the end just like tt den i quit.. so unreasonable de.. and summore i cant find ani other cca i like.. i luv band larh.. its just tt its so stressful.. dun wan to say le larh.. only judy and jiaying noes alot about my opinion cos we waited for the bus for so long jus now =... haha..
okok.. change subject.. test test test.. i passed my chinese!!!!.. can you believe it?... no i cant.. hahah.. i got 61!!.. B4 but so happy le... cos i rushed 4 questions of li jie wen da within 5 mins?.. den all write one line one line.. den duan wen tian cong is like.. i c what word den i write wad word.. but some really out den i nvr rite larh.. in the end i got 8/20!!! expected 2/20 or sumthing like tt.. hahaha... im like so crazi larh.. nvm..
ok.. wad else.. nothing good to tok abt le.. cos if have i will start toking about band again.. haha.. must jiayou le.. 5 weeks minus 1 week of camp.. 4 weeks left to practice.. and i think ms chong also quite disappointed in us.. i mean VERY.. jiayou to all bandee and myself!.. hope we can at least get a gold.. *pray*.. have been imagining the scene after syf that we were all crying cos we do badly lorh.. hope it doesnt happen.. ok.. nothin else to tok abt le.. byebye!
