.Tuesday, March 29, 2005 ' 10:22 PM Y
ok.. dunno why im bloggin now.. just feel like blogging =)...
band band.. die le SYF is in like.. 15 days..den 14.13.12.11.10.9.8.7.6.5.4.3.2.1.0... but i think we improve quite a lot lately =).. well... at least for today's practice =).. the last part.. as in after the short break de.. i listen le like.. can tell that there is quite abit of feelings.. almost had goosebumps.. but just now dunno wad happen to me larh.. i play tt time bite super hard.. den squeak so mani thousand times and den my mouth suan until like siao.. and was out of tune larh.. but after the break den its better le =).. realised i shouldnt play for too long =X..
ok.. so i think there's a chance that we can get gold with honours if we continue improving at this rate =).. and if the gold with honours thing.. is not compared to the morning session de.. which has ri, tkgs and acsi =X.. so must last minute cong dao di =).. yay.. but the chances of getting gold i think its quite high le.. i think.. and i hope.. and i dream.. tts if we dont freak out on tt day.. must build up confidence.. especially me.. i no matter have what events everytime freak out de.. try to control also cannot =X..
mm..ok.. what else.. oh yarh.. i still think i cannot play with the band.. i play myself tt time at least its not out of beat.. in my opinion its not out of beat.. but to others.. i dunno.. but when i play with the band.. must play soft soft den can blend in.. mayb sabrina's right =).. she must be right =).. play soft soft den nicer =).. but later cannot hear my part.. cos i think clara loh wont dare play loud also if i nvr play loud.. chain reaction =X.. i think concert tt happened =X.. not so sure also.. mm..and our tones doesnt match i think.. den everytime can tell who is playing what.. but i think is the tuning prob..
this entry so messy.. ok.. shall end here... just want to say jiayou to all bandee =)..
15 more days..
