.Sunday, April 10, 2005 ' 3:04 PM Y
really deep in thoughts now.. after reading quite a no of bandee's blogs.. just felt so.. touched.. and wanted to thank alot of ppl.. appreciate their kindness and concern.. im tearing now =X.. ok..
firstly.. i really think our band have gone through alot together.. ups and downs.. lameness.. joy... im gonna miss this year =(.. think im gonna cry on the passing down day.. gonna miss the sec 4s.. =(.. ok.. at first i thought our band is just like ordinary band.. go for cca.. play songs.. want to achieve gold with honours at SYF.. and just like ordinary friends.. or mayb good friends.. hang out together and all those.. but now i really think our band is really different.. and i luv the fact of tt =).. although people may not show it out.. but deep down they actually treat nycb like their life.. not only cca.. just to get cca points.. but really respect it and look forward to every single practice.. even those who usually lame and not really serious about things de.. they actually luv band to their core..
and since SYF is coming.. we take our playing really seriously.. although sometimes all of us played quite badly and some even wanted to give up.. there will always be other bandees who will b there for you =).. especially your section mates.. or ur batch de bandees..
just feel like band is the most important part of my life now.. really teach each an everyone of us about bonding.. really.. in class you may get to show it.. yes.. our class is very united.. but band is more than being united.. the whole band is.. so supportive of one another.. encouraging us to the end.. tries to solve problems for one another.. v understanding..
yanzhen and yumin.. really appreciate them for their support.. =).. not easy being BM and DM.. all the tears they shed for the band.. although they giv us quite a no of lectures.. longest so far is up to 1 hr.. but i know they meant well.. i dont think the band will come to this standard without their encouragements and understanding.. they also tries to resolve conflicts in the sections in every way.. dont think the band will b bonded without them..
there is like thousand and one things i want to say now.. just that its more than words.. oh man.. im really going to cry =X..
so after what we have gone through.. our main aim now is still SYF.. 3 more days... hope that we can make it.. gold with honours!.. cannot let the sec 4s down.. and the sec 3s.. their only SYF in their NYCB life..
ok.. dont think that this post will make an impact on anione reading this.. nobody will know how i really feel.. haha.. ok.. tts all i got to say.. byebye!