.Friday, April 15, 2005 ' 8:38 PM Y
still had loads of things to say abt syf.. shall tok abt what happened yesterday first..
so yesterday... alot of ppl ponned school larh.. tsk tsk.. stephanie.. set bad example for your guai1 juniors.. pon school still nvr giv letter of excuse... lucky ppl who ponned.. they missed out some more pain..
went to school.. first thing everyone ask.."how was ur syf".. was quite calm.. so didnt cry or teared.. just say we got gold.. and i forced a smile on my face.. den started toking more abt it with the closer ppl.. talked quite loudly.. but still considered v calm le.. den went to 205.. toked to sabrina and germaine.. started tearing abit.. den sabrina say she going to cry again.. so i quickly gun kai.. also dont want myself to cry... so morning assembly...
on the way to quadrangle.. saw quite a no. of bandees still crying.. arghh... first one i saw was marilyn.. and quite a no of her classmates surrounded her and said its ok larh... cheer up.. tried to walk as fast as i could to another place.. so i wont cry.. so flagraising.. announcements.. monica was reading the announcements marh.. and i can tell tt she wanted to cry.. actually her face already all red.. and her voice.. guessed she cried before tt.. so went on with the announcements.. i looked on the floor larh.. dont want to see ppl crying le.. cos i was expecting the results to b announced to the school.. and wanted to act happy.. but aiyah.. halfway through the announcements.. i think she couldnt take it... and she paused for a while.. before continueing.. note: band results not even announced yet.. yarh.. sec 2 bandees and sec 4s were standing behind the sec 4s.. saw the sec 4s crying.. just nice when i reached there.. mr lim just nice went on stage to announce.." im v proud to announce that.. dot dot dot.." .. sheeeeet larh.. i couldnt control myself again... lucky we didnt go on stage.. and rachel said that monica cried.. on stage.. =(.. whole school was looking at us.. alot of teachers started consolling us.. yarh.. everyone cried.. again.. after the results finish announcing le..the school started cheering.. prepare for sports meet.. but mdm chew wanted to tok to us.. went on saying everything.. like.. though they couldnt go into the hall.. cos we already started playing.. they watched from the tv.. and they could already tell that we had loads of emotions and she could feel it.. she knew we had done our best.. and finally they managed to go in after they begged the official.. and she said it was even better live.. cried even more... after long long talks from quite a no of teachers.. they forced us to go out.. cheer.. did reluctantly.. but no sound come out of our mouths also.. still continued crying.. finally mrs teo toked to us again.. forced us to stop crying... we dont hav to prove to the judges that we are gold with honours.. we already proved it to ourselves.. what we think about ourselves is the most important.. she used quite a harsh tone.. think she wasnt so patient.. you know her.. haha.. so they forced us to go back to our various classes and dont stay as a group le.. calm down le den gather again..
so went to get my stuff.. den went for dance.. was super late.. chen lao shi was toking to the class abt syf.. chinese dance most of the time.. i listened to some parts of it.. in the end she said abt nycb.. didnt listen carefully though.. my eyes were still blur from crying.. say we cry until so ke lian.. cos she was there to consol us too.. and said that when nycb members go for dance later.. dont tok to them abt anithing.. den the whole class went.."she's already here".. arghh.. broke down.. somemore alot of ppl tried to encourage me.. tts the first time i cried in front of the class... ever since i went to ny.. haix.. during dance wanted to cry a no of times.. but after tt its ok le.. calm down..
but some ppl said that a few bandees were still crying.. =(.. yasi.. yumin.. they said yumin cried while she was eating her noodles.. =\... but after a day's of serious thinking.. gold isnt tt bad.. =).. at least we didnt get a silver or even a bronze.. we could hav gotten tt if we played out of tune.. so we are quite lucky le..
nothing much le..
oh yarh.. me jiaying and sabrina went to j8 yesterday to buy present for germaine.. but somehow.. jiaying and sabrina get so carried away looking at the toys.. haha.. young children play the toys de.. wrote "nycb rawkz!" on the white board thing... but a small boy erased it off =(.. in the end we saw this teeth cooler thing for the babies.. ahhaha.. snail!.. horns!.. hahaha.. jiaying wnated to buy it for zuo jing and eleen.. den saw the wrist rattler thing.. haha.. at first we thought that it was for finger de.. like finger band or sumthing.. hahaha.. den we remembered that we are at the children's section.. ahhahaha.. paid for the wallet for germaine.. and in the end decided to buy the wrist thing for the seniors... ahha.. the cashier must hav thought that we are crazi.. buy so much sommore.. as long as it makes the seniors happy =).. and continued buying some other things for seniors.. guessed what we bought for yan zhen=).. wanted to buy a baboon stuff.. cannot find.. in the end is monkey... two monkeys.. stuck to one de.. the guy one holding to guitar.. hahaha..
today..
we wrote the letters.. quite sad.. only 3/4 ppl write per letter.. nvm larh.. at least we tried.. yarh.. during recess.. met at the canteen.. wanted to cheer.. but in the end something happened.. didnt cheer.. but gav the things to them aniwae =).. hahah.. i think our band the people all same sort de.. they get attracted to cute stuff and when its so lame until its cute... haha.. they will cheer up =).. hope it helped..
nothing much le.. i just missed band so much today.. yay.. and after school it was open... thankew jiaying for being somewhere in the school but we dunno where.. so we went everywhere looking for you.. in the end.. band room =).. yay.. finally my saxophone!.. played for quite long.. sounded terrible.. cos we anihow played haha... and we played stuff for the istana de.. two weeks to get tt many songs right... and all the songs v tiring de... bleah.. hope we will impress whoever will b at the istana.. president.. hahaha..
gold is quite lucky for us le.. unlike tkgs choir.. they overshot by ONE person.. and they got gold instead of honours.. ONE.. and they thought they only hav 79 ppl de.. in the end hav 81.. so sad larh.. but they v good actually.. cos minus 10% still get gold.. and their band.. haix.. why didnt they get gold with honours???... theirs is only sec 3 and 4 play.. and is the best players sommore.. why why why.. so rgs band got gold with honours.. congrats =).. only girls band with gold with honours.. crescent didnt get it =(.... what is going on.. aniwae we heard the rv high play via margaret's phone just now.. call.. while they were playing.. ahaha.. the dynamics was wOw.. though the phone was blur blur de.. means if we go there.. it will b.. heaven.. haha.. but they didnt get selected to b one of the three top bands =(..
some people said that ms cheong cried yesterday =(.. said that if we had played yesterday.. we would hav gotten honours.. cos yesterday no pro bands de.. in the end cat high got honours.. though they are not v famous.. she luved the band so much!.. i thought she would have full support for dunman yesterday.. concentrating on them.. but deep down she was still with nycb...thinking about us.. haix.. nvm larh.. by listening to rv high just now.. think we really quite lucky le..
quite a no. of ppl quite angry tt tch got gold.. erm.. yarh.. i was quite also larh.. but i dont think they are tt bad either.. by the way yh described.. cos she went there yesterday marh.. heard them play.. we played much nicer than them.. all the seniors who went said so.. no offence yarh.. and they were angry at kai boon.. tch's DM.. cos he took our dear BM yan zhen away.. haha.. i hear le keep on laughing.. nothin le.. just continue to jiayou nycb =).. the passion will live on forever =)..
nymd.. haix.. im sad for them.. bronze.. i keep on feeling that nycb made them feel worse.. cos we got gold already so disappointed.. and they got bronze =(.. not trying to disappoint anione.. just continue to jiayou.. and we will get better results next time =)..
