.Tuesday, August 16, 2005 ' 8:16 PM Y
lalala.. i hate myself i hate myself.. arghhhhhhhhh.. im going to die.. and i might not get into ip in this rate.... whats wrong with me........................
history test history test.. yes.. im deadddddddd.. although i like study it over and over again and understand it thoroughly.. im going to dieeeeeeeeeeeeee... im going to failllllllllllllllll.. boo.. my history marks always siao siao de.. one test i score v high.. then the nxt test will fail.. then the nxt one score v high again.. alternate.. lame....... why cant i maintain i high mark.. i want to get to ip i want to get to ip....
sc test.... another one.. oh man.. i want to kill myself.. minus 5 freaking marks cos of two stupid careless mistakes... what is this larh... i see also can see wrongly.. like the force.. cos of that i minus 2 marks!.. why... cos both part b and c need that force and both i look at the wrong one although i know what im actually supposed to do.... and the moments thing.. i merely forgot to convert mass into weight .. and i loss 3 marks!.. why.. another one!.. cos all part a, b and c need that weight! minus one minus one minus one.. lalalalla.. i hate myself... im going to get slaughtered by my tuition teacher.. LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...
hur hur.. i have no more mood to study geog!... even though i study like siao.. i bet i will still do badly.. just like history!.. oh man.. scribble like mad le although i dunno what im writing at all.. still cannot finish.. im so deadddddddddddddd...... i hate myself.. fullstop... and eoys is 7 weeks away?.. laaaaaaa.. see you in poly!..lallaa.. im so scared i cant get into ip.. cos i dont want o level!.. cos of my eng!... yes.. i take o level.. my eng is not going to get ani better than a B3... and getting B3 for eng already means that i cant get into hwachong.. laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........... what wrong with me.. cynthia wake up!...
