.Tuesday, March 29, 2005 ' 10:22 PM Y
ok.. dunno why im bloggin now.. just feel like blogging =)...
band band.. die le SYF is in like.. 15 days..den 14.13.12.11.10.9.8.7.6.5.4.3.2.1.0... but i think we improve quite a lot lately =).. well... at least for today's practice =).. the last part.. as in after the short break de.. i listen le like.. can tell that there is quite abit of feelings.. almost had goosebumps.. but just now dunno wad happen to me larh.. i play tt time bite super hard.. den squeak so mani thousand times and den my mouth suan until like siao.. and was out of tune larh.. but after the break den its better le =).. realised i shouldnt play for too long =X..
ok.. so i think there's a chance that we can get gold with honours if we continue improving at this rate =).. and if the gold with honours thing.. is not compared to the morning session de.. which has ri, tkgs and acsi =X.. so must last minute cong dao di =).. yay.. but the chances of getting gold i think its quite high le.. i think.. and i hope.. and i dream.. tts if we dont freak out on tt day.. must build up confidence.. especially me.. i no matter have what events everytime freak out de.. try to control also cannot =X..
mm..ok.. what else.. oh yarh.. i still think i cannot play with the band.. i play myself tt time at least its not out of beat.. in my opinion its not out of beat.. but to others.. i dunno.. but when i play with the band.. must play soft soft den can blend in.. mayb sabrina's right =).. she must be right =).. play soft soft den nicer =).. but later cannot hear my part.. cos i think clara loh wont dare play loud also if i nvr play loud.. chain reaction =X.. i think concert tt happened =X.. not so sure also.. mm..and our tones doesnt match i think.. den everytime can tell who is playing what.. but i think is the tuning prob..
this entry so messy.. ok.. shall end here... just want to say jiayou to all bandee =)..
15 more days..
.Sunday, March 20, 2005 ' 8:38 PM Y
soree.. yesterday didnt go for the cg.. =(.. feels so guilty =(..
my dad was coming.. so.. my mum wanted me home by 5.. =(..
haix..
also cannot blame her larh.. cos this is the first time in this yr the whole family can go out together.. for dinner..
yarh.. must treasure what we have.. haix..
so soree..
ok.. shall blog abt yesterday.. for some ppl.. like judy!.. to know what happened..
exchange..
so we went for band.. move instruments down.. and waited for the bus.. felt so lonely larh.. like no one to tok to.. judy!.. why nvr come.. was super quiet yesterday lorh.. so in the end.. toked to the horns.. cos they also v lonely.. only 2 ppl.. =\..
den on the bus.. was thinking abt loads of stuff larh.. cos no one to lame with marh.. usually will tok crap until laugh until got stomachache.. haix.. so was looking out of the bus.. think think think.. only towards the end.. den nut started her lameness.. i think she started long time ago.. but i only joined in towards the end..
ok.. so reached yuhua.. think we are the first band to reach.. so punctual.. haha.. so went to one of the classroom... set up instrument.. den make loads of noise... while we see all the other bands coming.. just see the size of the band started panicing le.. the first band we saw was.. chij i think.. 6 altos =\.. and tt day we only hav 3.. twice our no... so.. after tuning for super long.. went into the hall.. waited again.. until everyone went in le.. den concert start le..
first is chij.. their band is quite good.. actually its pro.. but all those bands who go all also pro =\.. so compared to the rest.. its quite good.. cannot really remember how they played though.. but its not bad..
den.. next band.. forgot what band =\.. den the rest also forgot...
aniwae we were the 5th band to play.. by then was like.. super bored =X.. my leg was numb after the first band played.. den was so restless.. and my reed was super dry.. haha.. so we just go.. den play play play.. think it sounds quite terrible... band like play v soft.. articulation all not clear de.. and tuning all.. out of tune.. sumtimes also go out of beat i think.. but not so obvious larh.. but ms chong was pointing at the baton.. so.. think she quite disappointed.. and her face like.. so black when she was conducting =X.. but i think we played not bad.. as in.. tt was the first time in 3 weeks ms chong conducted us.. and some ppl just came back from chiang mai.. and quite alot of ppl were sick.. alot of sec 4s hav stomachache.. must b the pizza!.. they nvr invite us .. in the end they hav stomachache.. dunno whether to thank them for not inviting us to eat the pizza or to pity them or still b jealous that they get to eat pizza and we didnt.. =\.. haha..
ok.. so the concert continues larh.. after our band was tkgs.. den was thinking tt if they after us or before us.. our band sure got looked down de.. but dunno how the rest think.. im toking crap.. so it just continues.. until i so sian... finally finish le... hui jia..
so of all the bands larh.. rv high and ri is the best i think.. tkgs nvr made much an impact on me.. just that the trumpets tongueing is already so.. accurate.. but their conductor still wanted them to practice more.. =X..
im so crappy.. ok.. nothin le.. feeling super bored now.. bu yao zai luo suo le.. ok.. byebye!
.Wednesday, March 16, 2005 ' 10:18 PM Y
should i create another blog? den hav password de =)... dunno whether i should or not.. still deciding.. mayb i shoud.. den can really write my personal stuff.. thoughts.. yarh.. den only tell 1 or 2 ppl my password.. whom i trust..
right now really hav a lot of things on my mind.. want to say it out... but cant =X.. just feel unsafe and all.. =(..
mayb i shouldnt tell anione my password if i really get one?.. but i think the best way is dun write at all.. =X.. just think abt it in my head.. suffer alone =(.. happiness alone.. argh.. guess i hav been thinking too much.. hav been spending hours today just lying down on my bed.. thinking abt stuff.. reflecting... haix.. mayb i should continue doing tt.. =X.. i feel so lost..
shall not blog animore =).. ok.. byebye!....
.Monday, March 14, 2005 ' 9:25 PM Y
okay.. v long nvr blog le.. but i dunno what to blog abt.. just realised that my tone when im blogging was so much more cheerful in the beginning of the year and last yr.. booo.. suffering from depression =X.. no larh.. i anihow say de..
ok.. so back from camp.. actually 3 days le.. haha.. its just fun larh =).. yay.. i missed it though.. especially the instructors.. =(.. shall blog abt it =)..
so first two days was supposed to be so-called "camp" but.. err.. its more like enrichment to me larh.. stuck in the conference room for hours =X.. for some peak performance workshop.. which i dun find it useful.. =X.. no criticism larh.. but really didnt find the workshop that interesting.. which resulted in the class doing their own things.. pity the teacher though.. true larh.. we played some
games.. which everyone was excited... but everytime hav to do reflections.. den so .. i hate writing reflections =X... on the second day had OM presentation also larh.. lucky mr gary tang not there.. if not i will freak out even before i enter the LT and screw up everything =X.. so i think it went quite ok.. just that we messed up a few minor things.. but generally still alright although we didnt make it to nationals.. but its ok.. we tried our best..
first two days no residential larh.. so.. normal school days..
day 3: official start of camp =)
reached school early in the morning with bags and stuff =).. our class was the only class full of OM props larh.. den so dao mei.. right after flag raising hav to put our bags in the classrooms where we are sleeping den hav to ban1 every prop down to the other block.. den whole class kena scolded by ms lye =\.. say our class so dirty and things everywhere.. =(... its cos we yong gong rite.. den tt day den they told us where to put our props.. ok lahr.. its partially our fault that we didnt put our props all at one corner of the class or something.. but she should try to understand us =(.. she scold until dunno what.. =X.. ok ok.. so we before we went treetop walk already sweaty cos of all the tidying.. den in the end mr derek tan want to talk to the class again.. so dao mei.. the whole world know abt it larh.. ok.. so went treetop walk.. quite fun larh.. bridge sway here sway there.. just afraid that i might fall off the bridge.. haha.. but its quite fun.. =).. den hav dunno how mani thousands of stairs.. haha.. up and down all the way.. wasnt even looking around =X.. was concentrating on my feet making sure tt i dun fall =X.. den wok wok wok.. tok all the way.. den zhiying say i tok too much.. =X.. she tok more than me lorh!.. ok.. so i shud up and she told me to tok more =\.. haha.. so lame.. yarh.. den saw monkeys.. so stupid.. bu yao shuo.. so obscene larh.. den mr ying still take picture of them... diao.. den finish!.. so we reached school.. a few hours ahead of schedule =).. so ate lunch.. and slack =).. supposed to do campfire prep.. but only do half an hour den whole class lied on our sleeping bags.. den we slowly go bathe =P... haha.. den shower time no need rush le.. played polar bear game instead.. =\.. before shower time had the indoor rotation activity larh.. so fun =).. think our class hav quite a no of creative ppl.. den the rest just follow their ideas.. haha.. at least we cooperated rite.. =).. den after dinner.. watched to kill a mockingbird movie.. in the audi.. so shuang.. haha.. soft chair plus aircon = going to
bed.. =P.. but i didnt larh.. watch watch watch.. towards the ending quite sian le.. den wanted to lie down abit.. but the end super scary larh =X.. in the end got woken up by all the screams =\.. haha.. ok.. den
bed time.. had ice cream cake before tt =).. all thankx to mr ying =)=)...
ok.. im so crappy.. shall tok less...
day 2:
went to coasta sands =).. was quite restless when we get there.. but the instructors all awoke us up =).. yay... i luv all the cheers.. the instructors so spontaneous =)... although some is teasing larh.. but v funny.. hahahah.. laughed until i teared larh.. not once.. but alot of times summore.. hhaha... merlion clap.. *clap* bleagh.. =)=).. and the irritated cheer=).. haha.. so funny.. den went of for organised water activities.. didnt go though.. but had fun watching... especially finale.. =).. by the end of it.. finished my whole bottle of water le.. tt day drank alot =).. haha.. ok.. den went thirsty after tt.. for a while only larh.. den river crossing.. dots.. nvr go again.. den i just sat on the bench with a few ppl to sun tan.. hahaha.. not purposely de larh.. but the place so sunny marh.. den now i so chao ta =\... got tanline.. haha.. before and after... hahah.. ok.. after tt lunch.. nicest meal of the camp =).. ok.. den campfire prep and learn some mass dance thing.. quite fun.. haha.. ok.. den.. teambuilding activities.. super fun =).. our class quite creative.. think out of the box.. but we always think of evil ways.. hahaha.. not really larh.. just creative =).. to carry out the tasks more easily =).. den finish le.. shower.. whole class shower within 10 mins.. supposed to.. but we walk there already like 5 mins or more.. cos we didnt really know the way.. so.. haha.. resorted to using the male's toilet also.. but nobody inside larh.. but after tt some of them kena chase out cos hav pri school boys want to use =\.. so dunno how long we use larh.. ok.. den dinner!.. den prepare camp fire abit.. den waited for the camp fire to start.. super tired.. but quite energetic.. all losing our voices.. the camp fire itself.. err.. when the rest performing some of us already like no energy le..=(.. ok.. den finish le.. =)... finale!.. yay.. our class rocks for teamwork.. but when i think abt it.. everything is solved after quarreling =X.. yarh.. and some ppl might even swear =X=X.. but only a few ppl larh.. so.. finale.. everyone was super energetic larh.. used the little energy we had left.. den went back to school .. reached at 12 midnight.. haha... so cool.. after tt everyone just piak flat to bed..
day 3: last day of camp...
ok.. quite sad.. such a short camp.. but tt day nobody wanted to wake up.. haha.. in the end teacher had to wake us up at 6.40am when assembly is at 7.00 =X.. den everyone still didnt want to at first lorh.. haha.. den he hav to knock on the glass window.. den hav tt piercing sound.. after tt he use loudspeaker lorh.. hahaha.. den he made sure that everyone was awake before he left.. hahaha.. so tt day.. had telematch.. our class didnt do so well larh.. mm.. but think cos everyone is still v tired.. tts why.. ok.. after tt clean up.. supposed to clean toilet but the cleaner saved our lives =).. the cleaner was right at the toilet cleaning it when we were supposed to clean.. hahaha.. =).. so we packed our own stuff.. den went audi.. giv prize and debrief and see all the photos.. but didnt see finish =(.. but lucky nvr finish.. mr ying was the photographer and attached to our class summore.. so dao meiiii.. den alot is of our class.. dot dot dot.. at first we thought he trying to be funny larh.. tt day den found out.. =\... ok.. den hui jia.. home sweet home..
ok.. so tts all abt camp.. and im so crappy.. ok.. nvm.. i miss xuan and eddy and shai and meatball!.. so sad.. only get to know them for one day only... booo.. but hav xuan's email lahr.. but dun think i want to add her.. cos i dun think she even noe who i am at all.. mayb she can recognise our class larh.. but she dunno our names.. so.. yarh.. =(.. ok.. i guess tts all.. byebye!
.Sunday, March 06, 2005 ' 1:27 PM Y
soree.. so long nvr blog le.. tests tests tests.. =(.. but didnt score so badly lar... considering i nvr study so hard.. so its ok =).. im satisfied =)..
ok.. so LSC coming... 2 days.. sooo exciting.. =)=).. especially camp fire item =)=)... im so crappy.. haha.. wadeva larh.. i just love my role!.. although i scared i might fall and stuff.. so dao mei lorh.. fell twice this week.. both on my back.. kena same bone summore.. just hope i will still b able to walk if i really fall again =X..
and OM.. dun think we can make it to nationals though.. but nvm larh.. quite fun.. the monster is just stuck there.. i cant lift the thing up quickly =(.. soree.. its really heavy larh.. plus its odd shape.. haha.. ok.. shall try to improve myselft.. soree.. =(.. today's meeting was so.. crappy? interesting?.. i dunno.. haha.. was breaking all the school rules =X.. take off the window the glass and me and oli went in just to open the classroom door.. twice summore... lucky nvr get caught.. den frans was like trying to hide inside the classroom when uncle jack came to lock it up.. dunno why he so suspicious den went inside and check.. attempt failed.. and they also tried to put cardboard inside the door the hole there.. so the door will not close and we will be able to go in.. we are so jian4!.. security in the school is so tight lorh.. they dun allow us to do so many things.. =(.. for the sake of OM..
and and wad else.. band.. aiyah.. my tone change until dunno wad lorh.. i dun even think its a proper tone now.. play too much le =X.. haix.. but dun care.. just practice more..
soree.. i riting in bits and pieces.. cos my mind its liddat now.. im thinking abt sooo mani things.. yarh...
continue.. chocolates!.. im such a chocoholic.. =).. hav been eating chocolates non stop for the last week.. or two weeks?... last one week i think.. =X.. den at night super high.. haha.. chocolates are vegetables.. and they are good for
health =).. pls eat more of them! =)
and i havnt pack my bag!.. die die die.. everything is still being washed cos my sis just came back yesterday.. den i hav to borrow some of her things.. haha.. and hers after OBS is like super grassy and muddy.. haha.. ok.. quite interesting larh.. but dunno whether my skin can take it.. im referring to the sleeping bag btw.. lala.. im so crappy..
err.. i dun like this post.. its like everywhere =X.. ok.. nvm.. at least i posted!.. ok.. byebye!
