.Wednesday, April 11, 2007 ' 9:52 PM Y
im here to say that I LOVE YOU NYCB :D EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU REALLY TOUCHED MY HEART :D i was really abt to cry this morning in the audi k.. halfway through jericho.. it was chao touching!!! i could just feel the whole band playing as one.. enjoying each other's company.. and really immersing ourselves in our own music.. im really proud of you guys!! haha.. actually i really was v blur abt the whole syf thing on stage.. cause ya.. haha.. you know.. but the exile part.. i really could feel as though alot of ppl wanted to cry.. we have done it nycb.. our dream has finally become a reality! we have no regrets :D and and!! we manage to make ms chong and some of the audiences (our beloved seniors who pon school to come down and support us =)) cry!! oh man.. i really love you guys to bits and pieces..yup that gold is a bonus to us.. but most importantly we are ONE BAND! and we have ONE SOUND :D.. im really glad to see everyone getting all high after our performance.. and yes.. the tears we shed today is cause we were touched by our own playing!! so WELL DONE :D
actually today really proved to me what music is all abt.. really.. cause ya.. i know alot of ppl hav been saying that they screwed some of their parts and all.. but we really didnt bother abt them and still enjoy ourselves.. that is the most important yeah :D
i really must say that we are v lucky.. all our hard work has finally paid off.. and to those ppl who think that i was emoing just now.. haha.. no la.. i was v happy for the band k :D.. but i was rather tired la.. and hmm..
i was really scared that i would faint just now can.. cause since this morning.. i hav been having that state where i feel as though i will faint if i stand for too long.. thats why i stole bread from judy and forced myself to eat .. haha.. i guess its cause of the stress..but dun worry.. it wasnt serious at all.. haha.. thats why i wasnt as high today.. sry!.. aniway i really think that the judges are v v strict la!! some bands really deserve more than what they got.. hai.. somemore i have friends from some of those bands also.. so ya.. but its ok k.. as long as everyone tried our best! we shall live with no regrets!! :D i believe in everyone's eyes.. our own bands are already that diamond or platinum band :Dnycb!! we have managed to complete the story of jericho today!! as some of you mentioned.. the exile.. all the stress and pressure leading up to syf.. battle.. the actual syf.. victory.. to achieve our DREAM :D.. and celebration.. to celebrate our victory!!!.. we have done all these in real life!! and in our music!! haha..
i know some of you must hav loved this whole syf period.. while others hates it.. but now.. i really feel so lost if we dun hav band prac everyday!!argh.. i dunno how i will be able to survive for the nxt week and a half.. full of studying and hw -.- lots of catching up to do.. HAIII.. and i will miss the united nycb which we face everyday!! this syf has really bonded us alot.. as band.. as a batch.. as a section.. i guess its most significant for our batch after all our crying and comforting each other :D.. we will always stand together even after this yeah :D DUN WORRY SABRINA :D WE WILL BE THERE FOR YOU!!! SMILE!!
to conclude all... thank you nycb for making this syf a really memorable one for each and everyone of us.. we will really rmb this day for the rest of our lives =).. oh ya.. and thank you everyone for their msgs.. encouragements.. good lucks.. and best wishes =)..as for the rest of the bands who havnt had their syf.. JIAYOU OK :D you guys can do it!! have faith and confidence! believe in yourself.. enjoy the whole process and everything will turn out fine!! all the best!! :D
i will always rmb the spirit of nycb!!! the passion lives on!!
