.Thursday, August 16, 2007 ' 10:08 PM Y
its finally passing down le.. my feelings now? haha.. ok the moment right after i announced the nxt dm.. i suddenly felt really free.. as though a huge burden has been taken off your shoulders.. but after a while.. i dunno.. we have that yi yi bu she de gan jue.. she bu de leave everything.. she bu de graduating from nycb.. and ya.. i just felt lost.. not having anithing to worry abt..
i know that we have been wanting to pass down and didnt want to drag passing down cause all of us were already v tired.. but.. come to think of it.. somehow.. you cant bear to let it all down now.. after having gone through so much together.. fretting constantly over all the problems together.. always being there for each other..
but nonetheless.. i hav to say that the past year has really been a wonderful experience.. though there were many ups and downs.. i really learnt alot throughout the journey.. and of course i will always remember the whole comm.. all their fun and laughter.. and most importantly lameness which really makes my legs ruan until i cannot stand up.. but of course when we are discussing serious stuff.. we will start emo-ing together..haha.. but thats fun too yeah.. (im not sadistic =)) i mean.. we will always share the same feelings and all together.. and im still proud to say that we have had ZERO disputes ever since we took over the band..o.0 really an amazing feat ba.. why ne? cause we always think the same way.. somehow.. haha..cool ba..
as i hav mentioned in band just now.. the greatest reward you can ever get from the band is their undying support ba.. thank you all so much =) i love you nycb!! i will always remember all the letters, smses and words of encouragement which you guys always giv us whenever we feel stressed.. at least to me.. that was what gave me the confidence to move on since you know that other people still have faith in you and i would definitely give it my all so as not to disappoint you guys..
rawr.. im crying now.. -.-.. the thought of leaving nycb is just too overwhelming to bear ba.. all the memories i have of nycb just keeps flashing back... okay i admit that i was trying to act strong just now.. haha.. you think i was hyper eh.. but actually it felt really nan shou to leave you guys.. seeing all the juniors crying and emoing for the first time..i understood how much we felt for each other ba.. sorry juniors for not being with you guys just now.. but i really love you guys okay!! every single one of the saxes family.. jasmine.. chooyi.. yunxin.. suyi.. wanyu.. nicole.. jessie.. felt especially so for jasmine yunxin and suyi ba.. since we have been through much more together.. esp for syf.. and appassionata XI.. a big thank you for always being there for us and being so understanding and supportive no matter what happens! you guys are really the joys which i will dearly miss when we leave nycb.. your hyperness.. lameness.. and of course the acts of innocence...i nvr had this feeling before.. having this kind of she bu de feeling for leaving a group of people whom you love.. i nvr really bothered who came and went in my life.. but for you juniors.. it is really different.. from the bottom of my heart thank you so much!
as for the new committee.. first of all.. congrats for making it into the comm.. =) cheryl tianhui ziyan rosalind valerie yunjia.. i believe you guys will make a great team.. and the band has placed their trust in all of you since you guys have been elected in..i hav to clarify that it was one hundred percent plus chop according to votes.. neither the comm nor the teachers voted.. so don't disappoint the band okay! i know you guys wont.. your journey has just started.. it is going to be a journey full of ups and downs.. many sacrifices.. but which will bring about wonderful memories as well.. spend your time well in the comm.. enjoy every moment of it and bring the band to greater heights.. but of course.. when you need help.. you can always look us up and we will be there to help you guys ya =).. to tianhui..although i dun think you will read this ba.. haha.. i know you are rather shocked about your post ba.. but hey.. dun worry.. i started off equally shocked as you were.. haha.. i believe that you will be up to it yeah.. so dont worry too much! i will talk to you again tmr..=).. sorry about the book! haha.. i know its so bai chi to pass you an uncompleted book.. i promise by monday alright :D.. i aim for at least 10 pages! haha.. you can hav fun reading it on monday.. oh ya.. and i somehow gav you everything but the marching commands.. the paper got separated from the rest.. haha.. bai chi again.. dont worry.. you will get it tmr :D
once again.. i would like to thank everyone in nycb for making all these possible for all of us.. haha.. and i think ms chong cried again just now.. her face was red -.-.. haha.. which made me nearly cry too!.. rawr.. i bet she is going to miss us!! haha ego ego.. no la..we will miss her more!.. and mr lee! and mr lim! and mr tan!.. all the qian bian teachers who just loves to go all out to annoy you to the core.. haha.. but its fun bullying them too!..
i will miss working together with the comm.. no more dramas.. no more emo-ing.. no more tears.. no more stoning in class thinking abt band.. no more chionging down to get keys right after school.. no more fretting why people nvr come for band.. no more worries that ms chong will be unhappy.. no more going out late at night to get stuff..no more excuses not to do well during tests.. hai...
and the section..
i will miss jasmine's guainess and love for green...and for always being so prepared during band with pencil! =) and loving to snatch the green stand away.. and bullying you by not allowing you to take the green stand..
i will miss suyi's gopee!.. always trying to act tall and claim to be taller than me.. that famous -.- face.. and of course always trying to come on time for band and get hyper by saying 'IM SO EARLY'.. haha.. yeah.. i think you read your letter le ba.. everything i would want to say to you guys are there..
i will miss yunxin's 'MUMMMYYY!! i want a daddy!' haha.. and always hugging our legs and not allowing us to go aniwhere.. your hyperness.. your love and laughter.. and not forgetting all the funny nicknames you giv to all of us...continue working hard and never give up on yourself ya =)
of course.. i want to thank other people like our batchmates! and the sec twos who loves bullying us.. and the family which is currently chao lame.. i know i nvr write some ppl's messages here ba.. like.. judy's! cause i dun want to be emo with you.. im biased against you >.< haha.. jk jk!!.. but you will still be there for me to bully everyday right :D hehe... and sab and jiaying! sab.. dont be emo le okay =) make sure you come to school tmr! stay happy!! its not the end of everything.. and jiaying!! hahah your simpsons shirt is chao cute.. and i bet you are not going to wash it as advised by yours truly.. if not you will wash away our msgs.. tsk..
okay.. i guess i write alot already.. i thank you all very much!! and i promise i will come back to experience the warmth and love of the band again okay =).. wo she bu de zou.. i will miss you guys lots!!!! xie xie ni men.. and may the passion live on forever~
