.Sunday, August 05, 2007 ' 10:25 PM Y
erghh.. ok i cant stand myself.. thinking back.. i realised that i used to do my work promptly and had the motivation to finish some of homework way before the deadline so that i can slack later de.. but i dunno what has gotten into me this yr.. looking at the pile of things i hav left to do.. and regretting.. 'why havnt i done it earlier'.. great.. things to hand in on wed?
-chinese huodong
-chinese book reflection
other things not done?
-AMES
-math portfolio
-passing down stuff...
and they are barely touched -.-.. great.. no motivation to do anithing.. and when everyone seems to hav completed and handed in their huodong.. even exceeding what is required.. im here stuck with just 3 huodong done? i havnt even written abt the chinese sabbaticals last term -.-.. i dunno how im going to chiong the remaining huodongs in two days when there's that physics programme tmr and band on tues.. hai..
math test tmr.. i can say that i nvr practice alot.. nvr even look through the notes.. great la.. i was still telling myself after the science tests that i will work hard for it since i hav one week plus to practice.. and since i was so guilty that i didnt put in effort for ani of the tests this term.. hai.. but no? the same thing happened..
rawr.. i can see all my marks crashing like nobody's business.. better get out of this mentality soon la.. hav been trying to do so since after syf.. but i keep on giving myself excuses not to do so.. argh.. why must this happen at the final and most crucial yr of sec school life -.-..
ok.. i shall stop going online from now on ba.. zibi.. psycho myself to get rid of my mentality.. then finally nerd.. i wonder how long i will take to start nerding -.-.. hai.. i really dun want to get back ani of my results this term.. nor do i want to see progress report.. i bet the teachers are all going to write.. 'i dunno what has gotten into cynthia..' yes.. i hav gotten one such comment from one teacher already.. and i will always rmb that.. ugh..
