.Monday, August 27, 2007 ' 8:58 PM Y
hello! this is just a short post.. just wanted to say sorry.. this blog will be dead for quite some time.. and i wont be appearing online as often as before.. trying to prevent myself from using the com so that i wont be feeling so guilty =p..
yup.. so dont bother checking this blog until after eoy ya.. even if i post it will be some random short post.. haha.. okay... all the best in everyone's studying!
just hope that i can start on my revision.. i end up walking around the house even if i dun use the com -.- zzz
.Sunday, August 19, 2007 ' 10:38 PM Y
wahhhhh i cannot tahan.. sry tianhui and the comm.. i cant finish the letters and book again! hav been doing the book since evening.. and guess what.. im not even one third done.. haha.. this is great.. how crappy can i get.. did 11 pages le.. wow.. i will be amazed by myself if i can hit 50 pgs -.-.. i shall stop being so crappy.. and move on!.. haha.. okay wish me luck.. i dunno how long it will take for me to finish it..sry!!.. okay.. byebye~~
.Saturday, August 18, 2007 ' 8:35 PM Y
da jia hao :D i hope everyone has gotten over the emo and stay happy alright :D being emo is not good.. why ne? cause you age fast.. haha.. yeah.. so want to stay young and innocent de hua.. SMILE OKAY :D
im here to blog again cause i realised alot of ppl dunno abt our youtube account.. and i uploaded the videos le.. thanks jasmine and her papa mama for the videos! here is the url..
http://www.youtube.com/nyconcertband
have fun viewing it =) and our photos for concert has been uploaded to webshots le.. yup.. does anyone else have photos? i know alot of ppl take pics de.. so upload them pls.. share your photos :D so you guys can laugh at each other.. haha.. jk jk.. election's photos too!!
in case anyone forgets the username and password.. you can ask around.. im sure quite a number of ppl rmb.. if not jiu ask me ba..
i realised that ms chong's conducting is v v nice lor.. cause its so clear and straight.. so erm.. understandable.. haha.. i will miss her conductor lots la.. and i realise she looks suave in her attire..
but it would be better if she wears skirt >.< haha.. you didnt see that!!.. this is so random =p.. just something which i realised while viewing the videos.. hahahaha =p paiseh...
yup.. nycb pls keep our youtube and webshots account alive okay! the sec fours wont be there to capture all your precious moments with you animore.. so yeah.. we wont hav anithing to upload.. so juniors hav fun with the accounts :D
signing off~ byebye!
.Thursday, August 16, 2007 ' 10:08 PM Y
its finally passing down le.. my feelings now? haha.. ok the moment right after i announced the nxt dm.. i suddenly felt really free.. as though a huge burden has been taken off your shoulders.. but after a while.. i dunno.. we have that yi yi bu she de gan jue.. she bu de leave everything.. she bu de graduating from nycb.. and ya.. i just felt lost.. not having anithing to worry abt..
i know that we have been wanting to pass down and didnt want to drag passing down cause all of us were already v tired.. but.. come to think of it.. somehow.. you cant bear to let it all down now.. after having gone through so much together.. fretting constantly over all the problems together.. always being there for each other..
but nonetheless.. i hav to say that the past year has really been a wonderful experience.. though there were many ups and downs.. i really learnt alot throughout the journey.. and of course i will always remember the whole comm.. all their fun and laughter.. and most importantly lameness which really makes my legs ruan until i cannot stand up.. but of course when we are discussing serious stuff.. we will start emo-ing together..haha.. but thats fun too yeah.. (im not sadistic =)) i mean.. we will always share the same feelings and all together.. and im still proud to say that we have had ZERO disputes ever since we took over the band..o.0 really an amazing feat ba.. why ne? cause we always think the same way.. somehow.. haha..cool ba..
as i hav mentioned in band just now.. the greatest reward you can ever get from the band is their undying support ba.. thank you all so much =) i love you nycb!! i will always remember all the letters, smses and words of encouragement which you guys always giv us whenever we feel stressed.. at least to me.. that was what gave me the confidence to move on since you know that other people still have faith in you and i would definitely give it my all so as not to disappoint you guys..
rawr.. im crying now.. -.-.. the thought of leaving nycb is just too overwhelming to bear ba.. all the memories i have of nycb just keeps flashing back... okay i admit that i was trying to act strong just now.. haha.. you think i was hyper eh.. but actually it felt really nan shou to leave you guys.. seeing all the juniors crying and emoing for the first time..i understood how much we felt for each other ba.. sorry juniors for not being with you guys just now.. but i really love you guys okay!! every single one of the saxes family.. jasmine.. chooyi.. yunxin.. suyi.. wanyu.. nicole.. jessie.. felt especially so for jasmine yunxin and suyi ba.. since we have been through much more together.. esp for syf.. and appassionata XI.. a big thank you for always being there for us and being so understanding and supportive no matter what happens! you guys are really the joys which i will dearly miss when we leave nycb.. your hyperness.. lameness.. and of course the acts of innocence...i nvr had this feeling before.. having this kind of she bu de feeling for leaving a group of people whom you love.. i nvr really bothered who came and went in my life.. but for you juniors.. it is really different.. from the bottom of my heart thank you so much!
as for the new committee.. first of all.. congrats for making it into the comm.. =) cheryl tianhui ziyan rosalind valerie yunjia.. i believe you guys will make a great team.. and the band has placed their trust in all of you since you guys have been elected in..i hav to clarify that it was one hundred percent plus chop according to votes.. neither the comm nor the teachers voted.. so don't disappoint the band okay! i know you guys wont.. your journey has just started.. it is going to be a journey full of ups and downs.. many sacrifices.. but which will bring about wonderful memories as well.. spend your time well in the comm.. enjoy every moment of it and bring the band to greater heights.. but of course.. when you need help.. you can always look us up and we will be there to help you guys ya =).. to tianhui..although i dun think you will read this ba.. haha.. i know you are rather shocked about your post ba.. but hey.. dun worry.. i started off equally shocked as you were.. haha.. i believe that you will be up to it yeah.. so dont worry too much! i will talk to you again tmr..=).. sorry about the book! haha.. i know its so bai chi to pass you an uncompleted book.. i promise by monday alright :D.. i aim for at least 10 pages! haha.. you can hav fun reading it on monday.. oh ya.. and i somehow gav you everything but the marching commands.. the paper got separated from the rest.. haha.. bai chi again.. dont worry.. you will get it tmr :D
once again.. i would like to thank everyone in nycb for making all these possible for all of us.. haha.. and i think ms chong cried again just now.. her face was red -.-.. haha.. which made me nearly cry too!.. rawr.. i bet she is going to miss us!! haha ego ego.. no la..we will miss her more!.. and mr lee! and mr lim! and mr tan!.. all the qian bian teachers who just loves to go all out to annoy you to the core.. haha.. but its fun bullying them too!..
i will miss working together with the comm.. no more dramas.. no more emo-ing.. no more tears.. no more stoning in class thinking abt band.. no more chionging down to get keys right after school.. no more fretting why people nvr come for band.. no more worries that ms chong will be unhappy.. no more going out late at night to get stuff..no more excuses not to do well during tests.. hai...
and the section..
i will miss jasmine's guainess and love for green...and for always being so prepared during band with pencil! =) and loving to snatch the green stand away.. and bullying you by not allowing you to take the green stand..
i will miss suyi's gopee!.. always trying to act tall and claim to be taller than me.. that famous -.- face.. and of course always trying to come on time for band and get hyper by saying 'IM SO EARLY'.. haha.. yeah.. i think you read your letter le ba.. everything i would want to say to you guys are there..
i will miss yunxin's 'MUMMMYYY!! i want a daddy!' haha.. and always hugging our legs and not allowing us to go aniwhere.. your hyperness.. your love and laughter.. and not forgetting all the funny nicknames you giv to all of us...continue working hard and never give up on yourself ya =)
of course.. i want to thank other people like our batchmates! and the sec twos who loves bullying us.. and the family which is currently chao lame.. i know i nvr write some ppl's messages here ba.. like.. judy's! cause i dun want to be emo with you.. im biased against you >.< haha.. jk jk!!.. but you will still be there for me to bully everyday right :D hehe... and sab and jiaying! sab.. dont be emo le okay =) make sure you come to school tmr! stay happy!! its not the end of everything.. and jiaying!! hahah your simpsons shirt is chao cute.. and i bet you are not going to wash it as advised by yours truly.. if not you will wash away our msgs.. tsk..
okay.. i guess i write alot already.. i thank you all very much!! and i promise i will come back to experience the warmth and love of the band again okay =).. wo she bu de zou.. i will miss you guys lots!!!! xie xie ni men.. and may the passion live on forever~
.Wednesday, August 15, 2007 ' 9:36 PM Y
wow.. i realise i keep on forgetting my username and password for blogger.. end up i hav to try a few times everytime i want to blog =.=.. nvm.. okay the point im here is...
ahhh.. so sorry to the current comm and the nxt dm.. i think i cant chiong my letters out by tonight =(.. maybe i can do for a few more ba.. one or two more.. but must giv together then fair ma =p.. hahah jk jk.. no la.. i wanted to write long long letters de.. and esp long msgs for the dm book de.. but.. ehh.. ya.. lazy me only started writing yesterday and panicked once i knew that passing down is on thurs instead.. yeah.. i dun want to write rushed out letters.. cause it will be so.. erm.. yeah.. no sincerity.. so.. very sry =( very very sorry to you guys!! i promise i will get them done by monday okay :D.. you will get nice and sincere letters then.. ahha.. as for the dm book.. i was planning to really spam de.. so i know i will take hours to get it done..half a day perhaps.. rawr.. so sry to whoever will be the nxt dm!! but yup same thing.. i promise that i will make the book nice okay :D.. with lots and lots of memories.. hehe..
as for tmr! i also dunno how to bring my stuff to school.. lets see what i need to bring.. 2 huge bouquets of flowers.. one cushion.. many candles.. dm book.. sash.. what else ar.. =/ and all those small stuff.. hha.. and i was already struggling carrying home the flowers just now -.-.. why ne? cause if not will get squashed.. sorry if its in a terrible state tmr =((.. anione nice enough to giv me a hand tmr.. haha.. jk la.. i will find a way to bring it tmr.. i will just look like some autie who has just shopped during singapore sale.. hahaha..
rah.. i really feel v bad.. rawr.. why didnt i write earlier? okay maybe cause no atmosphere to write then will write some rubbish out.. so i dun want that.. =/.. blame myself for writing slow ba.. haha.. i hav been chionging them out since i reached home today.. besides the tuition and going out to get the flowers.. i really meng chiong and did nothign else.. and i completed.. 4.5 letters only i think.. wah.. okay.. i shall finish the 0.5 letter.. so that the juniors can get tmr.. juniors pls be honoured la.. i put you all as top priority :D.. hahaha...
ok..i shall stop crapping le.. continue writing.. i think my family members are amused by me cause they havnt seen me write so many letters in their whole life.. BYEBYE :D
.Sunday, August 05, 2007 ' 10:25 PM Y
erghh.. ok i cant stand myself.. thinking back.. i realised that i used to do my work promptly and had the motivation to finish some of homework way before the deadline so that i can slack later de.. but i dunno what has gotten into me this yr.. looking at the pile of things i hav left to do.. and regretting.. 'why havnt i done it earlier'.. great.. things to hand in on wed?
-chinese huodong
-chinese book reflection
other things not done?
-AMES
-math portfolio
-passing down stuff...
and they are barely touched -.-.. great.. no motivation to do anithing.. and when everyone seems to hav completed and handed in their huodong.. even exceeding what is required.. im here stuck with just 3 huodong done? i havnt even written abt the chinese sabbaticals last term -.-.. i dunno how im going to chiong the remaining huodongs in two days when there's that physics programme tmr and band on tues.. hai..
math test tmr.. i can say that i nvr practice alot.. nvr even look through the notes.. great la.. i was still telling myself after the science tests that i will work hard for it since i hav one week plus to practice.. and since i was so guilty that i didnt put in effort for ani of the tests this term.. hai.. but no? the same thing happened..
rawr.. i can see all my marks crashing like nobody's business.. better get out of this mentality soon la.. hav been trying to do so since after syf.. but i keep on giving myself excuses not to do so.. argh.. why must this happen at the final and most crucial yr of sec school life -.-..
ok.. i shall stop going online from now on ba.. zibi.. psycho myself to get rid of my mentality.. then finally nerd.. i wonder how long i will take to start nerding -.-.. hai.. i really dun want to get back ani of my results this term.. nor do i want to see progress report.. i bet the teachers are all going to write.. 'i dunno what has gotten into cynthia..' yes.. i hav gotten one such comment from one teacher already.. and i will always rmb that.. ugh..
