urgh.

there never seems to be a right move to take.. no matter what move i make.. someone will somehow get unhappy.. and if it seems to please everyone else.. im the one who is unhappy..

i dont think anione will ever understand the way i feel after all that happened..

nvm leave it tt way.. i can very well be some freak who tries to turn totally emotionless and please everyone else.. tt makes life so much easier doesnt it..

im vexed enough as i am. just leave me alone.

but if you know of a solution which makes everyone happy.. please tell me.. i'll worship you like there's no tmr.. because i really cannot think of any feasible way out..

im really tired of putting on a happy front when im not.. its really taking a toll on me..

name: Cynthia!
age: twenty
birthday: 29/o1

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